I made a game, using the Texture engine by Jim Munroe. It is somewhat troubling.
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I am not very good at math.
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However, I have also never done one of these before. + I live in beautiful Toronto again, and it is wonderful. + I am so completely bonkers in love that I often don’t know what to do with it all. So I am transforming into a new shape capable of holding it. This is a… Read more »
This is what I look at whenever I am sad.
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Absence sharpens love, (tele)presence strengthens it.
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Since I moved away, I’ve gotten quite good at being a robot.
The Warm, Bright Centre Everyone Clings To
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I’m oddly attached to insults people throw at me. Not the ordinary garbage, like the steady stream of boring hate I get in my twitter mentions or someone yelling from a moving car, but specific insults. Carefully crafted ones, selected with care. The specificity of them.
Chronology Projection Conjecture
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A few days ago, I made the terrible, terrible discovery that my oldest blog (which I will not be linking to, you vultures), which I started when I was 18 or 19, is still online. It’s worse than you can possibly imagine. I am irritating as all hell and completely raw and feverish all the… Read more »
Infinite Roses
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So I’ve fallen into this thing. The thing in question, is that I look at this space and I panic, because so much has happened that I can’t figure out where to possibly begin, to contain and summarize and explain what the last three months of my life have looked like. Every time I try… Read more »
On Wickedness and a Certain Lack of Rest
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In The Winner Stands Alone, Paulo Coelho writes “life has many ways of testing a person’s will, either by having nothing happen at all or by having everything happen all at once.” I’ve never had any trouble at all with the former; the latter, however, seems to be less an occasional test and more the natural… Read more »
Resolve
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On New Year’s Eve, I posted on Facebook that I didn’t really consider 2013 a “bad” year, because the phrase implied a certain passiveness. No, 2013 wasn’t bad; it was actively hostile.
A Very Merry Metal Christmas to all!
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Hey, remember when I used to have a website?